after a solid two months of a friend not talking to me… I wanted to confront them about it, because honestly I had no idea what I did wrong. I work with them so it made it really awkward when I would try and be nice and they would just walk away from me…

I found out that it all started from a time two months ago when I was qa (which is who gets the food out at work.. which is the most stressful job at work and you get bitched at by everyone for issues that aren’t under your control basically) so my friend was saying iw as being rude to people when I simply asked them to make sure they grabbed the dish out of the dish room on the way back from the kitchen since they are back there to make things go smoothly….which is THEIR JOB anyways…. and that lately iw as being pessimistic and she didn’t want to be around that…

okay..hold up.

I wasn’t rude to anyone.. I never am when i work… I actually like the people i work with.. i just was doing what my manager asked me to do. My position can be a sticky one in which you get yelled at by everyone and still have to keep your cool no matter who is pissed at you. I was pessimistic for a week due to my car was 1400 dollars to fix and pay my bills which total 1000 in one month… so yes.. i was a little pessimissic.. I also went through the first holiday without my stepdad which was beyond difficult to go through… was this friend there for me? No. did they understand and think to themselves fro a minute before they just stopped being my friend? No..

were they ever a real friend?

I guess not. I have my closer and i’m moving on from it all..but it hurts a lot to think they think of me this way after 6 years of knowing me.

i’m just blessed to have good people in my life that know who I really am and don’t just throw a friendship away for the hell of it.