February 2012
9 posts
working so hard
on my site and store!
it’s going to be really awesome and i’m really glad to have the support from my friends and other people in my life.
life is crazy but it’s an incredible ride.
sometimes
i wish i had more friends that gave a damn about music like i do….
it bums me out going to shows solo sometimes because I wish I could share how I feel with my friends….but they all grew out of that stage…. I don’t think I ever will to be honest.
Oh well…
life has been hectic lately but yet I’m just happy to be living and breathing and able to appreciate...
Feeling great these days!
i am so tempted
To see brand new at bamboozle its been too long
Trying to just
stay positive about everything going on right now..
sometimes things with my mom aren’t great and we don’t see eye to eye… I know in some ways i’m wrong and she is right…and sometimes that is tough love. I do love my mom..but really wish she would give me a benefit of the doubt sometimes in some situations. I’m really not that bad of a kid…and i’m...
so now that I am
26… I feel like I am at my prime for sure…
setting goals..getting things done.. I cannot wait to see what happens! :)
love hard...
Love is a great thing to exprience…and I know some people are going to say well .. lisa, that is because you are IN love right now? And sure… I get that..
but i’ve had crappy loves and heartaches and so many times I wanted to give up…it’s important to know that even though you may be hurting right now because of a jerk/or not so good lady…that one day it will...
feeling...
sleepy and looking forward to friday in the city with my loves and dinner at hard rock! :)
living.learning.growing.happy;
January 2012
7 posts
sometimes...
you go through little speedbumps, nails or potholes in the road of life…and at times it stinks… a good thing to remember is that somehow in some small way you learn and grow from everything you go through.
heartbreak… you learn to love and let go and learn from that person at that time in your life..
car issues… you learn to budget and save and that you may be broke when...
i'm not
even mean either…
i find ways to not kill spiders too bad.. i try to catch them and set them free..
so i guess i’m mean right?
Soo....
after a solid two months of a friend not talking to me… I wanted to confront them about it, because honestly I had no idea what I did wrong. I work with them so it made it really awkward when I would try and be nice and they would just walk away from me…
I found out that it all started from a time two months ago when I was qa (which is who gets the food out at work.. which is the most...
I'm extremely happy
these days..
sometimes things/friendships/jobs just life falls apart…it’s up to you in how you deal with it.. I’m now really realizing this and knowing that just because someone doesn’t like you.. it’s okay. It happens. Life happens. There isn’t any use in feeling upset or just down about it all the time… surround yourself with a good pack of friends adn...
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loveyounomatterwhat:
Can’t Be Satisfied | Anthony Green ft. Ida Maria
Wow
I fricken love this.
New years was great...
I really missed seeing Mark…but enjoyed myself with good friends..one of my favorite bands and just being in my favorite city. It’s a new year so I already have some plans for it…
i just hope they fall through.. I don’t have any expectations…because I find that when you make an expectation you can get disappointed..this way I won’t be disappointed.
I really...
December 2011
15 posts
feeling
Very optimistic these days. I’m excited to get this craft shop running”
i need to get more confidence in myself...
and love myself and my flaws..
2012 is all about that.
I spent...
christmas night with Mark and went to see his parents today… it was good to really get to know them. They seem like great people…and it’s nice to really see where Mark came from. A cute house. In a small town and really different from where I live…whenever I drive home I really get to thinking if I could make the move… should i>? could i? always mix...
so much on my mind…
it’s kinda crazy right now with the holidays…
i am glad to see family and spend it with mark…but i just keep thinking about… what if i am pregnant? i’m only two days late…and sometimes my time of the month jumps and there wasn’t anything to think that i was..but sometimes i worry… If i am pregnant I will be the best mom I...
“It’s always inspiring to hear that we’ve had a positive impact on someone who is...”
– Brendan Ekstrom (via brandonak)
This is why i love them so much.
sometimes
you just need a day spending time with your mom to make you feel better about everything in your life..
today was great.
and never ever
let someone bring you down…
you’re better than that.
if people don’t like you..it’s ok.
if people hurt you…that’s okay too
if people make you sad..that’s okay but it hurts..
if people make you happy…hang on to that feeling and those people when you feel upset about the idiots bringing you down.
So...
tonight Mark called me and it was really good to hear his voice.. every time I talk to him I feel like a school girl still and my butterflies remain the same. I truly love him and I always have..sometimes other things get in the way and you lose track ..until one day out of nowhere you realize you need to be with this person forever.
He also told me a friend’s sister is dating someone in...
i've had
an emotional day today…
but it has really helped me release all the crap going on lately..all the failed friendships, my doubts of my relationship right now… not that mark has done anything wrong….it’s me..it’s my past and how i feel like one day he will just leave, because sadly in my life that is what everyone has done lately is leave me. I love him and will keep...
just got home
from seeing my love.
he gave me my gifts early and i love them all. A record player~!!! and three awesome shirts from threadless! He has great taste!! yes it is really early..but heck who cares! i was just so shocked about all the gifts.. i really do love him. Not just because of the gifts…because of how he picked the gifts out on his own and put so much thought into them.
i really do...
November 2011
8 posts
in case you missed it!
my interview with Colin Frangicetto of Circa survive/psychic babble is up! I am really proud of this.
http://ilovestereotherapy.wordpress.com/
These past two days....
were the happiest of days for me.
I got to see Mark after he was off and we celebrated our one year together and just relaxed and shared each others company :) watched donald glover..40 year old virgin and then listened to music and had wine and just were happy.
then slept in.. watched scrubs in our pjs…and then got breakfast and went shopping to get ready to decorate his apartment for...
feeling...
better.
yes i’m still completly broke from this stupid car repair that was…. 1400!!! ugh i never thought i would ever have that amount of money in my hands and that I did from work… I had to give it all away. The one positive thing in all of this is that it has shown me that if I want to work 7 days a week and be exhausted hhaha I could have some good cash on my hands! Something...
So
last night i went to see nfg with some change i find in my car for gas…and it was the best decision. I felt free. Happy..and just it was the thing i needed the most at the time. I may not have a lot of friends lately..but i will ALWAYS hav emy music to make me feel better no matter what.
i felt amazing waking up today for work from last night..i need to always go to shows…
hopefully...
living and learning....
that not everyone who says they care…show it.
i think that’s an issue these days. people say they care but fail to show it.
oh well.
October 2011
7 posts
So
i have to say last week sucked really bad with my car.
1400 dollars..
obviously i’m not rich at all…but it was nice to know my mom made sure that I got the help i needed.. she put it on her credit card and i will be paying you asap. I already ahve been working like crazy and having no life..but i made a killing on it.. and now it’s down to 460! so hopefully by this weekend i...
Had such a moment of inspiration in the middle of...
brandonak:
I’m sure my classmates think I’m nuts. Fine by me. I’m done; after this semester, leaving the school. The whole experience has been nothing as I had planned. Without being able to place 100% of myself into, there’s no reason to continue to fake it.
So I’ll be locking myself away in a cabin this winter and seeing what comes of it.
i feel you on this 100 percent
i'm sinking into
this rut more and more and i hate it! I need to just snap out… I think watching my little nephew will help me with this… it just is such a bummer because every time I feel okay i’m ahead with money and such..something happens…
and yet i see douchebags keep going along and nothing bad comes their way. Maybe i’m just a little bitter…but seriously! I can’t...
so tired
and i’ve barely started my day.
at least i get to watch the little ones for my sister…then hopefully getting this car fixed. This is just ridic. I know people that are far reckless with their cars and such and yet they have no issues and i have so many issues with my car :( it sucks. I thought it was a simple fix..but i think it won’t be such a simple fix this time… I...
yesterday
i saw saves the day, bayside and i am the avalanche…
i finally met vinnie. I have loved his band the movielife since i was 15 and now I’m 25 and with his new band.. I got the chance to finally talk to him and meet him. He was hands down one of the nicest people i’ve ever met. it was a highlight of my night.
the night as a whole showed that real music does exist amongst all the...
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mermaidskeletons:
living 4 hours away from my boyfriend is fucking torture.
I feel you. I live 3 hours away :(
September 2011
9 posts
i still
feel refreshed from sunday.
There is nothing like seeing some incredible people who inspire you everyday and really believe in you.
i feel incredible lately and i know it’s do to them.
things have been crazy lately..but good.
in a week i get to spend a whole weekend with mark! I’m really happy… a wedding..and just being lazy together for two days. It will be nice. Ir eally...
When people tell me they don't like Circa Survive
cloud-eater:
I’m like what the FUCK? are you even human?
For realz.
i had the time of my life...
yesterday.
circa was mindblowing and more than usual yesterday. That show was the most intense. Stage dives. craziness..but i got to remember what it felt like to get lost in music all over again.
it was great to catch up with them again. They really have changed my life as cliche as that sounds.
then drove to see mark and didn’t get to him til 1:30 am but we had a great day today. I...
life is wonderful
lately.
i just can’t wait for the REAL fall to get here. You know..the leaves changing..the chill in the air. Pumpkin carvin time.
i love it all.
time to get back to work.
i hope everyone is great.